Friday, January 05, 2007

累.泪

我累了吗?
我好像什么事情都提不起劲去做。
有种力不从心的感觉。
我可以停下来吗?

我倦了吗?
重复做一些吃力不讨好的事情,
苦了自己,也累了他们。
我何时才可以歇息?

我病了吗?
夜晚难合上眼睛,
白昼又不想把眼张开。
我可以长眠吗?

我痛了吗?
心口绞痛得很,
灵魂之窗也不停的下起雨来。
我何时才找到止痛药?

我悲了吗?
看不见太阳、星星、月亮和彩虹,
有的只是黑暗、寒冷、暴风骤雨。
我可以躲进云里吗?

我伤了吗?
心里在淌血,
全身神经也不听使唤。
我如何才能知道伤了哪里?

我冷了吗?
拼命往身上加衣着,
躺在暖炉旁,还是会发抖。
我可以停止有感受吗?

我休克了吗?
我表达不出内心感受,
我分辨不出黑白,
我不懂对与错;
我不会什么是好什么坏,
我不懂什么是应该什么是不应该。
我不懂如何做才归为责任。

到底有谁能够告诉我?
要怎样成为过去?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce,
And the rain seems to soak your parade.

There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward -
The process of change can be tough,
But think about all the excitement ahead

There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay cantered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are supportive of all that you do,
And believe that whatever decisions you make,
They'll be the right choices for you.

So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
And taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -
Don't look back! You're not going that way!

Ruth Tam said...

Exactly how I feel now. I don't know what can I do.